I have such mixed feelings about the recent Panic at the Disco news. I'm actually quite distraught.

I woke up this morning in a reasonably good mood, or at least for me I was. Then I went and checked emails and stuff, and my whole world was shattered. My heart literally stopped beating for a second when I read that Ryan Ross and Jon Walker are leaving Panic at the Disco and branching out on their own. Then I spent the next 20 minutes sobbing. T_T

Of course, then my family had to show up and I had to stop crying. Which was okay. I guess. It gave me time to think. Then I checked online again and read Brendon and Spencer's response and they are pretty excited to see how everything goes. They gave me something to think on as well. I mean, I love I Write Sins Not Tragedies (album) to death, and I love Pretty. Odd. to death, and it seems that the new Panic (with just Brendon and Spencer) will be much more like the first album. Ryan Ross's band will probably be more like Pretty. Odd. I'm actually, astonishingly alright with that. I can't get enough of Brendon's voice, so I probably won't stop listening to him, I just really hope they don't go the way of too many popular bands these days, what with the raunchy lyrics with too many curse words. I think Ryan Ross is mostly responsible for the beautiful lyrics, and that is one of the things I love so much about Panic, so I don't know what it will be like without him.

=/ Le sigh. I am sad, and I don't think I'll be getting over that. I will always hold hope in my heart that they'll get back together though.

Yeah.